I have a marriage therapist. I see him once a week. He tells me I’m challenging, in a good way somehow.
I perceverate on the fact that paying the bills is my responsibility. I also need to advance at work to make more money. Ultimately most of who I am are tied to my job and my financial responsibilities
He thinks I need to look at it differently. While I understand why, I don’t get how that is going to change reality. I need to pay the bills. I need to make more money. How does my perspective change that?
If my kids can’t eat… If I can’t pay the mortgage… Am I supposed to blow that off? How is that acceptable?
Shit, gotta go… Gotta work